Ripper Page 2
Jupe leapt off her lap, running from the room and the rising tensions.
“A longtime acquaintance of our family and a well-respected physician and surgeon, Dr. Julian Bartlett, has offered to give you a moral education of sorts. He has proposed that you be allowed to work with him in the charity hospital he founded. It is a place of refuge for women in trouble. Whitechapel Hospital, I believe it is called.”
My heart thumped louder—the place where my chase with the boy had taken me!
“Dr. Bartlett wrote to me a few weeks ago, offering the opportunity for you. At first, I thought it out of the question. That area is unredeemable. For you to be in that hospital, caring for those women … pitiful though they are.”
“Prostitutes, you mean? Most of the patients are prostitutes.”
Grandmother’s face sharpened. “Yes, Arabella. Therefore, you understand why I was completely opposed to the idea. But then, earlier this week, he wrote again, and Dr. Bartlett can be extremely persuasive. Furthermore, Violet and Catherine, when I brought up the issue at tea the other day, thought I should consider the prospect. They said that it is quite vogue for young women to do some charitable service for a period—even in such a district. They thought that it would, in fact, be good for your character.”
For once, I appreciated Grandmother’s two Kensington neighbors. Lady Violet and Lady Catherine came to her house nearly every week for tea and cribbage. Their opinions weighed heavily with Grandmother, particularly their opinions regarding what was “vogue.”
My heavy thoughts slid away a bit when I considered the prospect of doing something. Ever since arriving at Grandmother’s house, I had felt entrapped within a glass globe. Though I could see the world outside, I had been forbidden from venturing beyond the too-solid walls. The barefoot children I had seen today reminded me of the outer world, and a need surged inside me to become active.
“The work, of course, will be extraordinarily distasteful. In fact, the work will be quite foul.”
“When am I to begin?”
“Dr. Bartlett wrote that you may begin whenever you wish.” Her tone indicated to me that my reaction was not what she had desired. “I am requiring that you work there for one week. After that, you may decide whether you want to continue or not. My hope is that you will see how fortunate you are, and what I have saved you from—poverty, possible destitution. With me, you can have leisure and the opportunity to cultivate all the graces that will help you run your own household someday.”
Grandmother stared at me, hawklike. I could already tell that she questioned whether this opportunity would have the desired effects upon my character.
“For once Arabella, you must follow my rules. You will not be allowed to enter or leave the hospital except in Dr. Bartlett’s carriage—which he has assured me that he will provide for you. Please obey me. I insist upon it.”
“Yes, Grandmother.”
When it was time to go to bed, I kissed her forehead. As I bent over her, I smelled the lavender powder on her skin; her eyes hooked into my own, and I knew that I only poorly concealed my excitement about beginning work at the hospital.
Three
Only two days later, Dr. Bartlett’s carriage delivered me to the steps of Whitechapel Hospital for my first day of work. The building itself was old, sprawling, and yet puzzlingly solid, seemingly uncorrupted by the surrounding factories and traffic, by the mid-morning shouts of vendors and drunken East Enders. It stood as a symbol of order amidst all the busy slapdash of the streets.
But there was nothing orderly in the immediate interior of the hospital. The moment I entered the front doors, I felt almost overwhelmed by a blanket of odors—feces, ammonia, urine, acidic smells I could not identify—that descended upon me. The enormous first floor ward was positioned only a few feet away from where I stood. Children, some mere toddlers, ran throughout the ward. Pregnant women and women breastfeeding infants lay in beds only a few feet apart. Nurses, clothed in blue dresses and dirty pinafores, hurried about shouting at the children and attending to the women in the beds.
To my right, a narrow and grimy set of stairs twisted so sharply upward that I could not see the second floor landing. A stout nurse clothed like the others (with the exception that she wore an enormous crucifix around her neck) stormed down these stairs. She looked stressed, even angry, when she saw me.
“Miss Arabella Sharp?”
“Abbie, please.”
I heard footsteps descending the stairs behind her.
“The Sharp girl is here, Dr. Bartlett!” the nurse shouted over her shoulder.
Dr. Julian Bartlett was like no one I had ever seen before. He had an expression of detached nobility, reminding me of the illustrations of antique busts in Mother’s history books. With his white hair and trim beard, Dr. Bartlett could not have been less than sixty years of age, but his posture had no stoop, and his bearing was that of a much younger man. In one brief instant, he considered me with a blue-eyed gaze that was kind, cool, and penetrating all at once.
“Ah, Miss Sharp! It is wonderful that you have arrived.”
His voice made me think of silk. Of pearls.
“Shall I find her something appropriate to wear?” The nurse stared rudely at the dark dress I wore, borrowed from Ellen that morning.
“Yes, of course, Sister Josephine.”
When she left, Dr. Bartlett greeted me and inquired with perfect politeness about Grandmother’s health and my adjustment to London.
“Let us walk up to my office. It is too difficult to talk amidst all this noise. I want to explain to you the business of the hospital, and, if you have no objections, I would like for you to shadow me today. Acceptable?”
“Perfectly.” My chest tightened in both trepidation and excitement.
Dr. Bartlett led me up the stairs. Though not particularly tall, he possessed a towering poise, steely confidence, capability. I doubted that he faltered much in anything.
“On the first floor, we keep the pregnant and postpartum women. The delivery area and nursery are at the back of that ward. We have a delivery nearly every day here, several deliveries on most days.”
“Where do the children on that floor stay?”
“Unfortunately, nowhere particular. At night, they sleep in their mothers’ beds or on any makeshift beds the nurses can locate. This is, of course, not at all an ideal situation, but they do not have anywhere else to go while their mothers are under our care. I would like to build onto that ward, to create some sort of children’s room, perhaps even a small school for them.”
“When do you think that might be possible?”
We stepped aside for a nurse carrying a chamber pot down the stairs.
“I have not the faintest idea. Money is always an issue here.” Dr. Bartlett glanced sideways at me. “The Whitechapel district is not a great priority to many.”
Mother, in all of her descriptions of London—of the museums, Buckingham Palace, the main parks—had not failed to tell me about the East End. “Forgotten,” she had called it once, and I knew that her empathy for the district was more than the “vogue” and flighty sympathies endorsed by Grandmother and her friends.
When we reached the landing of the second floor, the atmosphere seemed quieter, not nearly as chaotic as the first floor ward. Dr. Bartlett explained that the women on the second and third floors were all patients admitted for reasons other than pregnancy care or childbirth. A middle-aged female patient reclining in a bed locked eyes with me as Dr. Bartlett and I continued up the steps. She wore a hospital gown, no better than a pinned sheet, and her gritty dark hair was pulled up on the top of her head and held in place by a broken tiara. I wondered what misfortunes had brought her here.
“Venereal diseases,” Dr. Bartlett said quietly, as if he had read my mind. “On the second floor, most patients are being treated
for venereal diseases and drinking ailments. Nearly every prostitute in this district is afflicted by both.”
“So most on that floor are prostitutes?”
“Yes, entirely on that floor, and many, indeed most, in the first floor ward.”
I appreciated his candor about the patients and their conditions, and I had a growing sense that Dr. Bartlett would treat me as a colleague. I had feared that, as the granddaughter of Lady Westfield, I would be shielded from the actualities of Whitechapel Hospital.
The fourth floor had no wards, only a laboratory and two offices: Dr. Bartlett’s office, and the office of the other founder of Whitechapel Hospital, Dr. Robert Buck. According to Dr. Bartlett, Dr. Buck was more scientist than medical doctor and spent much of his time in the laboratory, pursuing his research alongside medical students and other physicians.
“So you have medical students here?” I asked him when we were seated in his office.
“Yes, a few.” From behind his desk, Dr. Bartlett lit a pipe. The sweet smell soon filled the air. I had expected a grander place for him, but his office was cramped—a single bookcase covered almost an entire wall, and there was only one window. Perched on a small stand behind him was a human skull; pen scratches and notes had been drawn about the cranium.
Dr. Bartlett tapped some of his pipe ash into a little dish. “Most universities are still deficient in educating medical students on surgical procedures, emphasizing mainly theoretical knowledge. I like to provide medical students and new physicians with the opportunity to gain experience in surgeries and deliveries.”
He eyed me curiously. “And there is no hierarchy between myself and the other physicians. Feel free to inquire of them if you have difficulties arise.”
“Are you not here always?”
A foolish question—of course he would not spend all of his hours at that hospital. But I felt a stupid panic at the thought of working alone with those angry, overworked nurses on the first floor.
“Mostly, but I do lecture some terms at Oxford. And there are always conferences.”
“Of course.”
As he continued smoking the pipe, he stared at me. It was a distracted stare, as if he did not see me at all, and yet I felt penetrated. I became transfixed, and the fibers of my muscles seemed to quiver a little. The sensation did not hurt, yet I felt a rising defensive urge to fight or to run. But I could name no real danger in Dr. Bartlett’s office.
Sister Josephine’s appearance in the doorway broke the spell. Agitated and flushed very red, she thrust a nurse’s uniform into my arms without giving me a single glance.
“We are about to have a delivery,” she snapped. “And it’s a breech. Dr. Siddal is already there trying to turn the child.”
Calmly, Dr. Bartlett set aside his pipe and stood, tall behind the desk. “I’ll be there momentarily.” He paused, “We’ll try to turn the baby, but if I cannot … we might have to perform a caesarian.”
Sister Josephine’s forehead tensed.
“But … ”
“It might be necessary. And best.”
She said nothing more, but left, almost running down the hall.
Dr. Bartlett began rolling up his sleeves, revealing surprisingly muscled arms for his age. “You are welcome to come, Abbie. Though I understand if you choose not to.”
It seemed unthinkable to not attend the delivery.
“I’ll be there.”
The moment I had changed into the nurse’s uniform, I returned to the first floor. I rushed toward Dr. Bartlett, who stood with Josephine at the back of the ward just outside the curtained area.
A scream sounded from behind the curtain as I app-roached. Dread rose within me.
My heart twisted upon itself when a young man stepped out from behind the curtain, nearly colliding with me. He was not any more than twenty-three or twenty-four, and remarkably handsome; his brown eyes shone shrewdly under his unruly dark hair. Something in his expression, a sort of craggy self-assurance, stirred and shocked me like a plunge into an icy pool of water. The shock was such that I gasped.
He locked eyes with me for a second. I felt a hot blush upon my cheeks and hoped that my rush of feelings had not been too transparent.
“Abbie, meet Dr. William Siddal,” Dr. Bartlett said quickly. “William, Lady Westfield’s granddaughter, Arabella Sharp.”
William cast me a small nod, but otherwise barely considered me. Like Dr. Bartlett, his sleeves were rolled to the elbows. Water soaked his shirt. Blood smudged his arms.
“Any progress, William?” Dr. Bartlett asked.
“None at all.”
Nothing could have prepared me for the sight of the patient. She was young, no more than fifteen. Propped upward on the delivery table, her legs were spread wide underneath a sheet, her raggedy dress cut up to her chest. Water soaked the sheets. Her hair had been entirely slicked away from her forehead by sweat. The girl’s face, disfigured by smallpox scars and impossibly pale, had an almost inhuman appearance.
She emitted only short sharp gasps now—gasps sounding more terrible than the earlier scream.
“She was brought in an hour ago, her water already broken,” William explained, standing at the bottom of the bed. “I found immediately that it was a breech. I have not been able to turn the child, and a breech delivery is out of the question. Her pelvic bones are too narrow, I believe, to allow even a normal delivery.”
Flushed and perspiring, William moved aside for Dr. Bartlett.
Dr. Bartlett’s face remained marble-smooth as he bent to turn the girl’s baby. Before reaching inside of her, he addressed her gently. “Sweet child.” She rolled her eyeballs—red with broken vessels—downward toward him. The gasping ceased a little.
“You are going to be fine,” he said to her. “You will have a few minutes of discomfort, even some pain, but everything will be fine.”
He turned to me. “Abbie, please sponge her forehead.” He nodded toward a basin of water and a cloth nearby.
“William”—Dr. Bartlett’s hand was still inside the girl as he spoke—“please try to manipulate the fetus from the outside.”
She cried out in pain.
While I sponged the girl’s forehead, Dr. Bartlett tried to turn the child. William pressed on various parts of the abdomen, all while observing Dr. Bartlett’s movements.
The girl screamed again, this time even more piercingly.
I continued to sponge her face.
“I hope you’re all right, Miss Sharp,” William said irritably, mockingly, though he did not even glance at me. “You can leave at any time.”
“I’m fine.” I felt annoyed, viscerally annoyed—annoyed with him for his arrogance, annoyed with myself for finding him so handsome. And I felt guilty. My feelings of annoyance and attraction for him felt unorthodox in this moment where all of my energies should have been focused on the girl.
Dr. Bartlett’s gaze remained focused. He seemed to have reached a decision. Calmly, he pulled his hand out of the girl and wiped it on a towel. “William, might I see you outside of the curtain for a moment?”
I was certain that the girl, nearly unconscious now from pain, could not hear them, but I could. They spoke in near whispers.
“We’re going to have to do a caesarean, William.”
“I agree.”
“I am going to let you do it—the horizontal cut, not the vertical one, remember?”
Through the thin curtain, I could see their profiles. William shook his head vigorously.
“She’s probably going to die. But if I do it, she’ll certainly die. I have never done one before.”
“You must try at some point. I’ll guide you through it.”
A long pause.
“All right, all right.”
I stared at the girl’
s face under my own. She trembled, and her eyes bulged before she resumed the violent gasping. I had never considered that she would die. I pitied her as I wondered what her story had been, who the father of her child was, how forsaken she was, and if anyone missed her now.
William stepped inside the curtain again. Josephine had left with Dr. Bartlett to find supplies and other attending nurses, and we were now alone with the girl.
With fearsome intensity, William ran his hand through his sweat-soaked curls and contemplated the girl. Then, in a single movement, he pulled the sheet that was across her legs away and cut off the rest of her dress.
At that point, Dr. Bartlett, Josephine, and two other nurses returned.
The nurses carried a tray upon which rested several instruments: scalpels, a small thin knife, scissors, many other instruments that I did not recognize, several lengths of dressing, large needles, heavy thread, and jars of liquid, including a jar of iodine and one of carbolic acid.
“We are going to have to cut your baby out,” Dr. Bartlett said quietly to the girl. “My nurse will give you some medicine and you will not feel pain. Everything will be all right in the end.”
He patted her shoulder.
At this point, even Dr. Bartlett could not calm her. In what was nothing less than a miraculous burst of energy, she began screaming, “I’m ’bout to die! I’m ’bout to die!” She grabbed at me violently.
“Hush! Hold her still !” William shouted to me and one of the attending nurses. I frowned at him, although he was too focused to notice. Such an explosion would only escalate the girl’s hysteria.
After Josephine rushed forward to administer the ether, the girl fell asleep almost immediately.
William waited until a nurse had disinfected the girl’s abdomen and then moved the scalpel lightly across her pelvic region, deciding the proper place to cut.